hello, welcome (:

There's so much in me now. After all the dark clouds in my sky for the past few months, i had finally saw the little ray of light and this calls for a little celebration don't you think so? Thank you to dephenie, jiehong, huiling, bell and 2l04 for making the dark clouds and stormy weather a little more bearable. Who says that we need the sun to be happy?

A random and sudden conversation with a particular individual tonight had actually made me realize a few points that i wish to share but could not find the suitable words to actually say them. I thought that i will not have a chance to say what i wanted, but tonight i did and yes, that puts a smile on my face now. I am dead serious about what i said and i appreciated what was said in return. This is another do-not-ask-me-why-i-cannot-explain example, if the need for an explanation arise; let's just say that, once a seed is planted, somehow it will be there for the past, now and future. At this point of time, i feel like banging myself on the wall, why is my english vocabulary so limited? there's like so much i want to bring across, but because of the limited range of words i know, i can't and this brings me to my next part of the post.

I am actually very worried for my future, though year 2 had not even officially come to an end. I'm already worrying about what happens after graduating. Maybe some of you might feel that i'm being 'kiasu' which i don't deny, but i think the setback from not being able to go into the jc i want after working so hard for o's had a huge impact on me. I don't and seriously, don't want to end up in the same situation ever again, which explains my anxiety and fear of what is contained for me in the future. Results are going to be out in like one more day, i am worried, awfully worried.

hello, the flew away-s.