hello, welcome (:

felling really fished up. you know what, i'm frustrated, frustrated with myself mainly. i don't know why is this so tough, why it is taking me so long to actually get over the whole thing, something that is not even like a month, yes, fish it. it just feels seriously what the fish. it feels really awful to be feeling like this, not being able to move on, getting affected every now and then, crying on alternate nights, moodswings from left to right, trying to tell myself it is okay, life is still the same, i can i can, disturbed by little things, i don't know why okay, and don't ask me why, i don't think there is a need to be feeling this way in fact, like seriously no. like it is not sucha big deal, but somehow feelings are just strangely doing the weird things to me and i feel nothing but frustrated. there are a lot of things that i shouldn't do, but i kept doing them, and i really feel irritated with myself for doing them. and the whole point is, it seems like i'm the only one left behind there, and yes, this really suck, this really really sucked. sometimes i feel that it's the person, sometimes i feel that it is the need theory, i don't wanna feel that it is what already, it equates to the same thing, the same effect, the same awfulness. i really shouldn't be feeling this way, cause this is simply plain foolishness & because it is plain foolish, i'm feeling super frustrated and irritated that this is happening to me. please, it is too little to be mentioned of or even cry over, just move on and stop doing those seriously fished up things, they only hinders with your moving on and people, really, think twice before you say something related to the affairs of heart

hello, the flew away-s.